Recently, over at ScienceBlogs, there has been a bit of a rumpus about science, religion, atheism, creationism, intelligent design, and framing science–all centered around an incident involving PZ Myers,* and the movie Expelled. This prompted Janet of Adventures in Ethics and Science to write a post in which she says:
…while Myers and Dawkins are having their say, theistic scientists should also speak up. They should explain to non-scientists how their belief and their scientific activity can coexist. And, they should explain how the scientific discourse can work — and how it can be tremendously productive — while involving scientists with such divergent views on things like faith.
And, in the comments, Amber writes:
As a theistic person who thoroughly enjoys science… it is daunting and discouraging to read ScienceBlogs. Where are the theistic scientists? Are there any? Are they immediately unheard and disrespected? Where is their voice? Is there any chance that a scientist can be theistic and spiritual (or is that somthing different) and also be included as a peer in the scientific community?
I am a practicing Catholic. I have never been shy about saying so in the company of other scientists. I don’t flaunt it, rather it is simply a part of my life and as such gets mentioned in a casual way much the same as any other aspect of my life might get mentioned (well, except for that one time I doused my lab bench with holy water because I was going through a particularly rough patch with my experiments) (how do you get holy water? You boil the hell out of it! Hahahaha! Or you know, you ask your grandmother to send you some).
There are 11 people in my lab. There are two Christians, one practicing Jew, one non-practicing-but-still-believes-in-God Jew, and one Hindu. Everyone else is some sort of agnostic or atheist (this includes the boss). The atheists do not denigrate the theists.** The boss obviously does not think that you can’t be a good scientist if you believe in God because, if he did, he would’ve kicked me out long ago. So, as far as I can tell, bashing of theists is mostly a blogosphere phenomenon. And yes, it can be particularly bad over at ScienceBlogs.
There are several reasons that I, as a scientist who believes in God, do not blog about my belief in God. First of all, I am blogging about my life as a graduate student, my work in lab, and scientific concepts I find interesting. Religion plays no role in any of those things, so I don’t blog about it. Second, I really have no interest in having the likes of PZ and other atheists coming over to my blog and insulting me for my belief.
Catholics are a minority in Iowa. Most people are some Protestant denomination of Christianity. Some of those denominations do not look too kindly on Catholics. “Heathen” is probably the most polite term they would use to describe me. I once had a babysitter tell me I worshiped idols. My grandmother recently told me about my grandparents’ mailbox being blown up (yes, by some sort of homemade bomb-like thing) because they were Catholic. This happened when I was about 3 or 4.
I felt discriminated against outside of Iowa, too. I have had people immediately go on the offensive as soon as they find out I’m Catholic. I’ve been told that the church is corrupt and the proof is that the pope keeps warehouses of gold in the Vatican. I’ve been told that I worship idols so many times, I’ve lost count. I’ve been told that I worship Mary. I’ve been asked to explain some bizarre, obscure papal command from the 15th century that I’m not even sure actually exists. I’ve had people try to tell me that the current Church is morally bankrupt because we sell indulgences (there are a large number of people out there who think the Church hasn’t changed a bit since the Middle Ages. They are wrong).
Frankly, I’m sick of it. I’m sick of uninformed people telling me what I believe instead of asking me what I believe. I’m sick of them not believing me when I tell them what I believe (and what the actual Church policy is). And yet, I love my Church so when confronted with these sorts of things, if the person shows any signs of being at all reasonable and willing to hear what I have to say then I will attempt to educate them. But there’s a difference between being willing to defend my Church and my faith when forced to do so by the situation I am in and actually deliberately putting myself in a situation in which I expect to be belittled.
The bottom line is, I have not seen any signs from the atheist scientists who are vocal about being atheist scientists that they are willing to listen to another perspective. Therefore, I am not willing to engage in a discourse with them.
Finally, the reason I don’t blog about science and religion is because I have no particular agenda to convince scientists that you can believe in God and still do science or convince laypeople that you can do science and still believe in God. Maybe one day it will be higher on my priority list, but right now I don’t have the inclination, the patience or thick enough skin to do it.
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*Normally, I would link to him but I don’t want to draw him over here so that he can call me an idiot.
***Although I did have one–a pretty good friend, actually–ask me if I believed in young earth creationism. I stared at her as though she had just asked me if I do kinky things in my bedroom involving a feather boa and five dancing sheep. Okay, first of all, I’m a cell/molecular biologist. I cannot possibly do the sort of work that I do if I think the earth is only 6000 years old because that would mean that I don’t accept evolution. Second of all, I’m married to an astrophysicist. If I tried to tell him the earth was 6000 years old, he would laugh in my face. And then file for divorce. There is no way he would respect me intellectually if I was a young earth creationist. And there’s no way he could be married to me if he didn’t respect me intellectually.